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[27 Dec 2006|12:40pm] |
i miss you.
unfortionately you're somebody i spend lots of time thinking about.
i hate it and love it at the same time.
i miss you unconditonally&love you more.
I think i'm sick of fake smiles and your face RIGHT there when i close my eyes; and your voice when i sleep at night.
i can't take this anymore. I can't do it.
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[22 Jun 2006|02:00pm] |
noone uses lj anymore do they?
well;
I got extentionnns :]
before
afterrr
whadddya think? :]]
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[14 Apr 2006|12:55pm] |
my cat died.
:'[
i serioiusly think my heard broke;
when i started crying, my chest actualy felt like somebody punched me in it.
i can't believe i was here to witness all of that;
i would have done anything to take it away.
rest in peace gizmo. you'll always be my dizzy gizzy baby boy.
i promise.
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[29 Mar 2006|03:12pm] |
i'm bored with myself.
i shouldn't be though.
i'm changing.
i've lost//am losing weight. a good amount too :D
i'm tanning. i'm so ..
brown now :D
thigns with me and the bouyfriend are wonderfuullllllllest.
:D :D :D :D
my hair is just the length i'm starting to loovoe.
and it's finnnallly nice weather.
so i'm bored... why?
\
idk.
tell me something interesting.
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[16 Mar 2006|10:21pm] |
i have a new computer.
brand new.
it's too cool for words.
besides thattt;
yeah.
things have been the BEST.
and things have really sucked.
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[09 Mar 2006|04:19pm] |
got my new nextel
gimme yo # !!!
today was lovely.
i do love my bf.
he hates me tho :]
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[06 Mar 2006|07:47pm] |
hug me bitchez.
lalalalalalallvoe
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[01 Mar 2006|03:48pm] |
ick.
being sick stinks.
i probably should have gone to school today.
and i probably should have goten a phone so i can see if the bf's alright.
and i should probably look for another job.
i want my lip peirced.
bad.
♥
i love sunnnnny weather. omg
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[28 Feb 2006|07:53pm] |
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does everybody have to let me the fuck down.
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[27 Feb 2006|07:45pm] |
uhmm.
i love talking to myyselff.
and not getting what i think i unselfishly deserve.
i miss my friends.
i need a car so i can go hang out with some friends.
make a date with me.
where's my giiirrls.
i neeeed you guys.
gimme a call ngrrz !
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[26 Feb 2006|08:41am] |
as much as that hurt;
i'm over it.
it freaks me out when i see it. that's all.
i like looking too.
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[26 Feb 2006|07:44am] |
i hate being the jelouse.
i'm glad you don't read this;
you can't think that wouldn't hurt my feelings?!
wow fcking sexy.
wayyy different than me.
allll different. all of them.
hm.
hmm it's never like me; ever.
i look.
sometimes i wonder.
don't blab. i'm venting.
fckkk me.
fcckkkk sensitivity. it's tearing me aparttt, dolls.
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[23 Feb 2006|01:16pm] |
randomnes;
i wanna go shopppinng. reallly bad. I really want some cute new shirts; that's all. and maybe a cute pair of jeans w/holes that i can actualy wear to school.
i want more hours at work. but ew. i hate working.
I want to lose weight. or just be happier with myself.
i want sloppy joes. right now. not later.
i want the sun to come back outttt :[ :[ it has to stay nice out for when brent get's off work at bk.
i want a new hair do. and style. and color. and everything !
i want new shoes. but i don't. i love my shoes. i guess.
i want a new cell phone.
i want a new job.
i want to go back to royal oak and bring my own camera and take pics.
i want more air fresheners. they smell wonderfull.
i wanna laugh some more. i lvoe laughing.
I need something.
I wish some people could read my mind. because you really need to.
i need to stop being so jelous.
i wanna be sexy. heck yeah.
i want some noodles. my favorite fcking food.
i want better confidence, so i can actualy try out my ideas on re-fashionizing my clothes. but i'm afraid i'll ruin them or they'll look retarted.
i might dye my hair.
I miss warm weather.
i need to work out. but i never get a chance to. to be honest.
I love living with my boyfriend.
but i wonder why he picked me. ew.
i want plastic surgury. for weird reasons noobody would get.
i want boy meets world to come on righ tnwo.
i want some spaghetttttiooos.
i'm sleepy. definately.
i'm weirded out that someoby killed themselves ysterday on the freeway and i was only 3 car's away from it all.
i'm thirstyy.
i'm bored being home alone. i almost wish i went to school.
i hate porn. that's random.
i love macncheese. buti haven't eatin it in months !
i hate my cheeks. their weird.
i love my tatttoooo.
i want a chinchilllla. now. a white one.
my boyfriend is a qt. so freaking qt.
I lovemy cat. omfg.i love him.
how is everybody?
i love comments.
i'm sure nobody will read this.
except nick.
i lvoe my bffe's.
i bet my boyfreidn won't read this. lmfao
he never reads my journal. hahahh.
surgury is wackkko.
ew.i need to chill.
i wish things would change. becaus i'm tired of the tensness.
i wanna be appreciated by everyone.
i wanna stop rightingggg thisisisaodfalkdfj.
and i need to spell right.
asdflj
*hearts;
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[22 Feb 2006|10:14pm] |
holy suicide.
way to be RIGHT there when somebody jumps off the bridge. daang.
yikes !
anyways;
today. was amazing. lmfao.
I LOVE MY FCKING FRIENDS. AND ROYAL OAK. AND LAKESIDE MALL. AND ROADTRIPPPS. AND OTHER SHIT.
but i hate some stuff.
but that's dumb.
tomarrrrow = idk.
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[20 Feb 2006|09:24am] |
I love re-arranging the ENTIRE house.
living room and bedroom.
it's refreshing. it looks wonderfull if i may say so myself.
damn i'm good.
my body hurts; yesterday was too much fun.
way too much.
but i'm glad we did it.
what's up for today??
nick?
anyone?
BRENNNNT; i love you.
hahah.
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[19 Feb 2006|07:46am] |
Friday was baddass.
I love nickrawr&jackiesmith.
lmfaoo.
dannnnng.
yesterday was a great day at work. believe it or not.
i was laughing and dancing the entire time.
janey;jesse;aj;andrea;.. all my favorite fun people. lmfffao.
i love day's like yesterday;
went to bed kind of earlyish, considering how late we've been going to bed lately; you know.
mmm'; today i work till 330; then brent and I are driving with his grandma to the border of michigan to drop off his cousin shane ! who i love !
it shall be a fun; long; longg; tiresom drive.
oh boy am i glad i don't have school tomarrow.
too bad brent has to work. :[
i love spending time with the boyfriend.]
i love you !!!!
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[18 Feb 2006|10:29am] |
I need a real job, so i can work weekdays and not the weekends. today is such a beautiful day, and brent and I are both working, what a way to waste a cloud//wind free day.
terrrrific.
at least i'm working with my favorite person alive today; crystal.
boy. i've realized how pathetic i am. I have stupid wants and needs that i don't actulay need and want. i wonder if being to sensitive can ruin a person's life.
I know it can drive people away; i think i've been doing that.
but it's not like they haven't done the same back; mines more pathetic though.
grow up; grow u grow
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[17 Feb 2006|09:55am] |
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last night was beautiful ! and fun ! and reminded me alot of old times. i must say i had a good time. i love you !
and i love learning a new game with brent thanks to crystal which is better than ddr but much more frustrating, i love adorablee logan, and driving around when we don't need to be, but mostly beautiful weather that let's me not wear a coat, and rain that i lie in the dark with the love of my life listening too, lightining that i'm not scared of anymore, booyaa, wind that i hate unless i'm with that boy, cudddling when i'm freezing, Talking about silly things that i woudln't be able to bring up around anyone else, and definately falling asleep in the dark.
oh yeah. my night freaking rocked. even though it was nothing new. something just nice about it. fck yeah.
today i gave my cat a bath. err, i took a bath with him, he's adorable and stuff. but I'm guessing he's angry at me :[ he won't let me come by himm. boo.
i smell good. mmmm, annd it's beautiful outside. abosluly wonderfull looking.
I wish i didn't work tonight so i could enjoy the sun, weather it's cold or not.
oh well. i get to hang out with NICKKKKLAWR. !!didisaythat? how about NICKRAWRRR. like a lion? you can't get mad at that.
anyways; work till 8.
ew.
i'm going to go lie down in bed for a bit<3333
fckyeah to wonderfull hair day's.
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[15 Feb 2006|08:39pm] |
i hate being home alone all day.
why stay home from school?
sometimes i wonder.
love you though..
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[14 Feb 2006|08:02pm] |
i'm not stupid.
nobody seems to see that.
fcku.
bed early.
hell yes.
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